It's been a pretty good week so far! I've for sure been eating more than I'm used to :( Whomp whomp. But, there are two reasons for this: 1. I am with a family that I work for, and am expected to eat at the same times as them, and 2. we exercise like crazy. Tons of bike riding, walking, pushing the stroller, swimming and giving out plenty of piggyback rides! Today has been pretty hard; I'm having a slight mental break down from the lack of privacy and down time, but, obviously, I finally have a minute to myself. Enjoying a glass of white wine (I deserve the calories, and need the alcohol), and catching up on some stuff for my other job. It just never ends! I'm frustrated that there is no scale here, but hoping that my number will be down by the time I get home. Tomorrow I'm going to try to eat a little less, because I have a date with an awesome girl on Wednesday! Dating is fun. Good luck to every one today. Stay strong.
Hey, I just stumbled onto your site while looking at pictures of Kate Moennig on Google (embarrassing but true). I know it might not be any of my business but how are you doing? It seems like you don't like yourself very much. As someone else who struggles with body image due to weight it made me sad to see the unquestioned self-criticism. I really don't mean this to be condescending so I hope you don't take it that way but I hope you've learned to be a good friend to yourself and to accept yourself the way you are no matter how much you weigh. Self-love that depends in any way on something like conformity to standards of physical attractiveness is hollow. We all deserve better and you are definitely beautiful. Wish you the best
ReplyDelete