I'm going to go the next seven days with every day under 700 calories. I'll plan out what to eat every day so that I don't go over by accident. That will mean no alcohol, which will be the hardest, because I really do drink too much. I don't think that is 100% my fault though; when you go out with friends, that's what you do- you go out for a drink. Tomorrow, Thursday is the only day I will let myself go over 700, because I'm going to a Red Sox game for my birthday! There will be drinking, but I won't eat anything too bad because I started vegan again. Yesterday was the first day I ate vegan since graduation, and the first day I didn't get a stomach ache or throw up. Went to the doctor's last week, and she wants me to see a stomach doctor. I'm not sure if my stomach aches are because of what I've been eating, or more psychological. I for sure have food anxiety, but there might also be an actual physical problem. I'll find out soon. If there is a problem, it might be related to why it is so hard for me to lose weight. We'll see! Until then I'm going to stay strong. I've gained some weight, and my first goal right now is to get back down to 170. I want to do this by the end of July.
Now, here are a few thinspos to keep you motivated and encouraged!
Now, here are a few thinspos to keep you motivated and encouraged!




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