Today is not a good day. Today I don't feel "stay strong, get skinny". Today I feel shit. Today I feel fat, and every time I look in the mirror, all I can see are the pools of cellulite polluting my ass, and the mounds of fat rolling over my stomach. I can't focus on my ribs, or wrist bones. I just feel and look gross. I have no outside encouragement, and I can't find it in myself today. I'm worried I won't look good enough by graduation; I'm worried I won't find a girl who will be attracted to me. Today I just feel shit.
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